Mabon and the autumn equinox a time to reflect on the heady summer days and move forward into a new phase, to reap what has been sewn and to begin a new adventure. I have this year focused on exploring creatively and spiritually; commencing with the St Ives workshop and the shamanic, dreams and spiritual processes of the artist Kate Walters and now I am soon to explore aspects of digging deeper spiritually with the artist Sonia MCnally on the Island of Iona.
‘The Veil is Thin’ is an opportunity to be a part of an artists retreat; exploring the elements and mystery of the Celtic landscapes, connecting spiritually with the island in order to draw on the depths of creativity within. I am excited by this venture and looking forward to seing the wildlife and birds as much as the landscape!
As and artist I find myself sometimes, full of self-doubt and a sense of struggle, “what am I doing. Can I really make this work??” I think this is not uncommon amongst creative practitioners. The journey through the creative practice is not dissimilar to life’s journey; in continuing to break through our creative barriers, we are problem solving, pushing through negative and emotional blocks. We are in actual fact training and re-enforcing our ‘selves’. Life is parallel with creativity, a journey of highs and lows; self doubt, elation, frustration and feelings of wonder. As I create I can let go of things that hold me back; deep in my soul waves of positivity swell within, all consuming. I feel passionate and a sense of self worth with a feeling of growth, I feel ‘big’ and whole
The struggles of creation and the ‘blocks’ are as much about our inner selves and needs as about the creativity itself. I have found that the creative process has been both cathartic and healing as well as enlarging; enriching my life, I have been able to reconnect with myself and the world; having been apart for so long. This has been a long journey and whilst there is still a way to go, I am on the road.
Artists and Makers often need to ‘feel’ the earth to create; partaking and giving of life; there is an ever increasing shift from commercialism, a searching to belong to the earth. To recentre ourselves and reconnect with each other, the planet and the animals.
I have spent a considerable amount of time and energy encouraging and developing my mother’s artistic side this year and last; including a stay in Somerton recently, a trip to Bath MA show and a painting/drawing day on the Tor. I am now in need of spiritual restoration and I am hoping my adventure on Iona will be a fruitful journey, enabling me to refocus on my work; I feel creatively out of kilter and a need to clarify my direction and feed my soul.
Below a selection of photographs from my travels to Somerton, Bath and Glastonbury Tor
Above Nina’s artwork ‘Soft Landing’ from her MA show Bath University